Post by Nicole on Dec 16, 2021 20:04:02 GMT -5
It has been a long 2 years of the nonsense that the government is trying to put us through. I don't trust any of them not even Trump. Last year when I voted I did so out of duress because there were only two parties to vote for and I had to choose one. Whoever I don't know if I made the right choice even though it was better than the other. The people who are trying to control this world are masons the elite the Sun worshipers and they believe that we should all not have decisions that we should all listen to everything they say and not have any sort of belief or faith or religion and I just know that it's going to get worse. So what can be worse than the depression that I have had all of my life I don't know yet but I do know and I'm thankful for the life that I have been granted and I wish that things would get better. I had a vision from God long ago your God told me that if there was one believer left the flame would still be going and would not end. I wonder sometimes if he was referring to this very dark moment in history right now. I see that people do not understand what is going on here and that they either are too busy themselves just trying to survive on their own and take care of their own but they do not quite understand that communism is one of the worst things that could happen to this country or any country. So I sit here and dismay wondering how this can any of this can be legal or right or how anyone can act the way that they are acting knowing that this was all nonsense. I would like to take myself out of this world and remember it for what I had all of my life but I know that it is no good because I have children and I have to be here for them. They don't understand the sacrifice that our father and grandfather's had to make for them for us to be free but I understand. The more I talk about it the less they want to hear about it. It is depressing and I find very little happiness nowadays. I dream of the day that I can be free again that I can be happy again and that I can see less sadness in my life but I know that that is going to be a long time because of the way they acted when they were trying to make AIDS into an epidemic which was not really true just like this one is not true. They're going to drive our country into that and they are going to drive me into that and I feel that if things continue the way they are that I will not even have a home. One that was homeless once will not have a home again and I know that when I don't have a home I will be free to never work again but it's going to be very sad.