Post by Nicole on Oct 11, 2021 7:35:15 GMT -5
My time is very precious especially when I work two jobs. I make time for you even though it is very far and few between not enough time.
My time and dedication towards you was never enough and you were always on your telephone looking through all sorts of things talking to everyone else and not giving me any attention while I sat there in your house waiting for you to even speak to me at all. You acted like I was just a picture on the wall or another figurine or someone that didn't need any kind of attention or conversation.
Anyone and everyone else was always your best friend from wherever you decided to pick them up from but they were really not a good person to begin with. I can't even explain your friends but I can say they are shitters. That's the best way to explain someone that craps on your spouse while you support the person who is doing the crapping. But you never cared much for what I wanted to do or where I wanted to go or how I wanted to spend my time you only cared about how you wanted to spend your time in your telephone talking to other people being a jackass well someone took you lunch or whatever. Everyone else was always so super important but I was not.
Well you f****** me wrong with me that owned every part of me because I wanted to make love to you it didn't seem to me that you cared much for me at all just enough to get into bed with me at the end of the day after talking to you and having conversations with other people who you don't even hang out with or know.
She said in your house sitting in your living room while you just sit there staring at a telephone screen was absolutely pathetic for two and a half years.
All the while you starting arguments with me and giving everyone else your favor but me and telling them all how crappy I am but expecting me to still serve you like a king you pitted me up against all of your friends and all of your family cleaning out when I got upset because you did something stupid to me or rude or demoralizing and they thought that I was a terrible person because I was upset because you did something demoralizing to me.
Sitting there acting as if you are a good person but behind the mask behind the show and the s*** show that you show everyone in life except for me. Put your big grin on and you go out there and you make friends with people who have absolutely no interest in you or your real life for being there for you for real. They are drug addicts they are users and you don't seem to mind because you like the attention and don't care where it comes from.
All the while trying to pit my whole family against me but they are too smart for your nonsense.
You tried to threaten my kid and I did what I had to do because that is not the first time you have been challenging towards my family. Whatever you may seem to believe you do not own me nor have you ever owned me. You could have owned me but you don't know how to act or treat someone and you're not a respectful person.
So for the last two and a half years I feel sorry but I gave you so many chances because all you ever did was walk right over me skip on top of my head and try to pit others against me unfortunately those that know me did not believe a thing you said.
Well I am sorry to have to tell you this but none of that is love. Maybe you should take a class on love cuz you don't know any.
When someone is hurting the last thing they need is someone to come along to hurt them some more.
My time and dedication towards you was never enough and you were always on your telephone looking through all sorts of things talking to everyone else and not giving me any attention while I sat there in your house waiting for you to even speak to me at all. You acted like I was just a picture on the wall or another figurine or someone that didn't need any kind of attention or conversation.
Anyone and everyone else was always your best friend from wherever you decided to pick them up from but they were really not a good person to begin with. I can't even explain your friends but I can say they are shitters. That's the best way to explain someone that craps on your spouse while you support the person who is doing the crapping. But you never cared much for what I wanted to do or where I wanted to go or how I wanted to spend my time you only cared about how you wanted to spend your time in your telephone talking to other people being a jackass well someone took you lunch or whatever. Everyone else was always so super important but I was not.
Well you f****** me wrong with me that owned every part of me because I wanted to make love to you it didn't seem to me that you cared much for me at all just enough to get into bed with me at the end of the day after talking to you and having conversations with other people who you don't even hang out with or know.
She said in your house sitting in your living room while you just sit there staring at a telephone screen was absolutely pathetic for two and a half years.
All the while you starting arguments with me and giving everyone else your favor but me and telling them all how crappy I am but expecting me to still serve you like a king you pitted me up against all of your friends and all of your family cleaning out when I got upset because you did something stupid to me or rude or demoralizing and they thought that I was a terrible person because I was upset because you did something demoralizing to me.
Sitting there acting as if you are a good person but behind the mask behind the show and the s*** show that you show everyone in life except for me. Put your big grin on and you go out there and you make friends with people who have absolutely no interest in you or your real life for being there for you for real. They are drug addicts they are users and you don't seem to mind because you like the attention and don't care where it comes from.
All the while trying to pit my whole family against me but they are too smart for your nonsense.
You tried to threaten my kid and I did what I had to do because that is not the first time you have been challenging towards my family. Whatever you may seem to believe you do not own me nor have you ever owned me. You could have owned me but you don't know how to act or treat someone and you're not a respectful person.
So for the last two and a half years I feel sorry but I gave you so many chances because all you ever did was walk right over me skip on top of my head and try to pit others against me unfortunately those that know me did not believe a thing you said.
Well I am sorry to have to tell you this but none of that is love. Maybe you should take a class on love cuz you don't know any.
When someone is hurting the last thing they need is someone to come along to hurt them some more.