Post by Leels on Aug 31, 2021 3:01:05 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
August 31, 2021
Last night, I had the most amazing night with Nathan of my life. I know I've said this before, but this was yet another one. This time, it was at home. Not in a hotel or a car. I picked him up early from work because he said his side was hurting yet again. He and I laid down and fell asleep for 4 hours. I wasn't tired but he is so comfortable that I just fell to sleep almost instantly. Then, I gave him a back massage before I left to bring Veronica home from work. When I came back, he was downloading one of his favorite games, Diablo. We spent some time upstairs just doing things. I was writing letters, he was playing his guitar. An hour passed by and we went downstairs to snuggle some more. I fell asleep on him while he was watching some anime about people vs dolls. I guess the dolls were showing up in groups and the people had to fight them off.
But later on, I woke up. I had thought he was still watching the anime, but no. He was playing classical music. And he was awake. As soon as I woke up a bit, I became engulfed in the music and in him. We were... dancing. But not really. He and I began playing the music on each others' fingertips, down each others' arms and back up again. Feeling the melody in each touch. Pressing inward at every crescendo and sliding downward at every long, smooth violin note. It was so beautiful. When he lifted my hand up, it was as if it was a representation of him, lifting my whole body up and over his head. I am dying to try that one day...
And then "Moonlight Sonata" played and I became even more submerged in the music and in him as I recalled the time we made love to this song. As he traced my hand, I lightly played along but got so lost in the beauty of him and this song combined. I felt myself fall more and more in love with him. My heart beating out of my chest, wanting so badly to be even closer to him than is physically possible. We kissed and we kissed as the next song played, our lips mashing together to the sound of the piano. A night in perfect harmony...
This night we made love during "Canon" in D minor; the portion of the movement that is played when the bride is walking down the aisle. Every thrust, every note, every kiss had me overwhelmed with serotonin. God, I don't know if he knows but that shit is my weakness. I can still feel him inside of me, slowly hitting my g-spot with his curved penis and making me more wet than he'd ever imagined. I cannot help it. I want more of this, I need more of him.
August 31, 2021
Last night, I had the most amazing night with Nathan of my life. I know I've said this before, but this was yet another one. This time, it was at home. Not in a hotel or a car. I picked him up early from work because he said his side was hurting yet again. He and I laid down and fell asleep for 4 hours. I wasn't tired but he is so comfortable that I just fell to sleep almost instantly. Then, I gave him a back massage before I left to bring Veronica home from work. When I came back, he was downloading one of his favorite games, Diablo. We spent some time upstairs just doing things. I was writing letters, he was playing his guitar. An hour passed by and we went downstairs to snuggle some more. I fell asleep on him while he was watching some anime about people vs dolls. I guess the dolls were showing up in groups and the people had to fight them off.
But later on, I woke up. I had thought he was still watching the anime, but no. He was playing classical music. And he was awake. As soon as I woke up a bit, I became engulfed in the music and in him. We were... dancing. But not really. He and I began playing the music on each others' fingertips, down each others' arms and back up again. Feeling the melody in each touch. Pressing inward at every crescendo and sliding downward at every long, smooth violin note. It was so beautiful. When he lifted my hand up, it was as if it was a representation of him, lifting my whole body up and over his head. I am dying to try that one day...
And then "Moonlight Sonata" played and I became even more submerged in the music and in him as I recalled the time we made love to this song. As he traced my hand, I lightly played along but got so lost in the beauty of him and this song combined. I felt myself fall more and more in love with him. My heart beating out of my chest, wanting so badly to be even closer to him than is physically possible. We kissed and we kissed as the next song played, our lips mashing together to the sound of the piano. A night in perfect harmony...
This night we made love during "Canon" in D minor; the portion of the movement that is played when the bride is walking down the aisle. Every thrust, every note, every kiss had me overwhelmed with serotonin. God, I don't know if he knows but that shit is my weakness. I can still feel him inside of me, slowly hitting my g-spot with his curved penis and making me more wet than he'd ever imagined. I cannot help it. I want more of this, I need more of him.