Post by Leels on Mar 4, 2021 13:25:48 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
June 25, 2018
I had a Saturday night with Audre. It was pretty cool despite my incredible jaw pain. We went to the Rendezvous and all we ordered were appetizers. I've never had that happen before. I had a hard time munching on my fries. I ate so slow that Audre had finished 2 1/2 of her plates before I finished my 1. When we were done, we went to the Wal Mart on Henry St because she wanted to use the massage chairs. They released a lot of tension in my back. She told me something that tore me apart, though. She told me that Thomas is engaged. The night before, I had a dream that I was walking out of the Golden Corral and he stared at me like, "There she is. The girl I did wrong." I walked by and acted like I didn't see him. I just couldn't take it.
How could he? I was in love and now he's decided to share his life with someone else? I know him WAY better than that bitch does. Him and I went through so much together. We went through him moving, me moving, the first kiss, 2nd base, 1 grad party, 2 Valentine's Days, being homeless, living in a basement, living in a shitty apartment, 2 of his speeding tickets, a warrant AND he took my virginity. We went through all of that and he gave me a diamond ring. I was proud to be his girl, after 8 years with him. And now he's engaged to someone else? What did she do that I didn't? I went through 2 of his suicidal tendencies with him. One even after he left me. There's no way she could have gone through so much hell with him that it completely trumps what I did for him.
June 25, 2018
I had a Saturday night with Audre. It was pretty cool despite my incredible jaw pain. We went to the Rendezvous and all we ordered were appetizers. I've never had that happen before. I had a hard time munching on my fries. I ate so slow that Audre had finished 2 1/2 of her plates before I finished my 1. When we were done, we went to the Wal Mart on Henry St because she wanted to use the massage chairs. They released a lot of tension in my back. She told me something that tore me apart, though. She told me that Thomas is engaged. The night before, I had a dream that I was walking out of the Golden Corral and he stared at me like, "There she is. The girl I did wrong." I walked by and acted like I didn't see him. I just couldn't take it.
How could he? I was in love and now he's decided to share his life with someone else? I know him WAY better than that bitch does. Him and I went through so much together. We went through him moving, me moving, the first kiss, 2nd base, 1 grad party, 2 Valentine's Days, being homeless, living in a basement, living in a shitty apartment, 2 of his speeding tickets, a warrant AND he took my virginity. We went through all of that and he gave me a diamond ring. I was proud to be his girl, after 8 years with him. And now he's engaged to someone else? What did she do that I didn't? I went through 2 of his suicidal tendencies with him. One even after he left me. There's no way she could have gone through so much hell with him that it completely trumps what I did for him.