Post by Leels on Dec 12, 2020 13:08:56 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
December 12, 2020
I had a really wholesome dream about Zach last night and it makes me so happy. I dreamed that I dreamed he and I lived in a small town. Lots of field. Everything we needed was seemingly a million miles away from where each of us had lived. But we would walk next to each other every day to work and every day after work on the way home. We lived close to each other, he was maybe 4 houses down. Everyone in the area had a super large house. Not because they were rich. Some of them had large houses because their family spent generations building on them.
Anyway, then in my dream of having a dream, I woke up and checked my phone like I do every morning. This morning was different than any other morning because Zach texted me first. Not only that, but he was still online. A scene flew by my eyes of him dramatically opening his eyes from the dream he had had. The dream he had of me. He grabbed his phone off the night stand of an apartment he was staying in and started texting me. And there I was reading the texts.
They mentioned, "Yooo I just had a dream about you that you were smokin hot and I turned down the chance to have sex with you because we're just friends. And I just gotta know. What do YOU think of my decision? Do you think it was right or did I REALLY huff that much last night?"
I. Blushed. Really Hard as I texted him back, "Sounds like you missed out on some really good sex. You know you're the only man I'd cheat on another with. If you offered me a night, I couldn't refuse no matter who I'm with."
He laughed. I began to try and text him about the dream I'd had of him but he'd asked me to meet him for lunch at a coffee shop in town. I agreed and we met up outside the shop. We had coffee and discussed our dreams about each other and how we thought it was strange we both had a dream about one another in the same night. We brushed up on how thankful I am that he put me on the path towards a meaningful life. After lunch, he walked me back to the Subway station.
He gave me a hug (Yes, THE Zach hug. The only thing I've wanted for the past three years.) and he said, "Good luck on your search finding more men like me."
I said, "That's a pretty high compliment of you to be giving yourself," I paused to feel his embrace; something I've been yearning for for so long, "but it's true and I'm glad you accept that you are a wonderful man. It's hard; finding good men out there. Finding good people out there in general. But I will continue my search. I've already found one."
December 12, 2020
I had a really wholesome dream about Zach last night and it makes me so happy. I dreamed that I dreamed he and I lived in a small town. Lots of field. Everything we needed was seemingly a million miles away from where each of us had lived. But we would walk next to each other every day to work and every day after work on the way home. We lived close to each other, he was maybe 4 houses down. Everyone in the area had a super large house. Not because they were rich. Some of them had large houses because their family spent generations building on them.
Anyway, then in my dream of having a dream, I woke up and checked my phone like I do every morning. This morning was different than any other morning because Zach texted me first. Not only that, but he was still online. A scene flew by my eyes of him dramatically opening his eyes from the dream he had had. The dream he had of me. He grabbed his phone off the night stand of an apartment he was staying in and started texting me. And there I was reading the texts.
They mentioned, "Yooo I just had a dream about you that you were smokin hot and I turned down the chance to have sex with you because we're just friends. And I just gotta know. What do YOU think of my decision? Do you think it was right or did I REALLY huff that much last night?"
I. Blushed. Really Hard as I texted him back, "Sounds like you missed out on some really good sex. You know you're the only man I'd cheat on another with. If you offered me a night, I couldn't refuse no matter who I'm with."
He laughed. I began to try and text him about the dream I'd had of him but he'd asked me to meet him for lunch at a coffee shop in town. I agreed and we met up outside the shop. We had coffee and discussed our dreams about each other and how we thought it was strange we both had a dream about one another in the same night. We brushed up on how thankful I am that he put me on the path towards a meaningful life. After lunch, he walked me back to the Subway station.
He gave me a hug (Yes, THE Zach hug. The only thing I've wanted for the past three years.) and he said, "Good luck on your search finding more men like me."
I said, "That's a pretty high compliment of you to be giving yourself," I paused to feel his embrace; something I've been yearning for for so long, "but it's true and I'm glad you accept that you are a wonderful man. It's hard; finding good men out there. Finding good people out there in general. But I will continue my search. I've already found one."