Post by Leels on Aug 14, 2020 2:22:19 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
August 14, 2020
My heart is hurting tonight. I am angry. And I am sad. My sadness continues each day I take Veronica to ADAC Automotive and drop her off and do not go in because I don't work there anymore. But I never express this to her. She talks a lot more than I do and I do what I always do when I see her, I listen. That's all. That's what I'm good at. What pisses me off so much about ADAC is that I am gone but certainly not forgotten. She brings up to me that people ask about me all the time. They ask her. Not me. They don't come up to my car and ask how I'm doing. They don't hit me up on Facebook. Nothing. They ask her. Another way I know that no one actually ever cared or wanted me there. Every single night that Veronica gets off work, I watch Louis and some other fuckers leave and they walk past my vehicle like I never existed in the first place. I made this guy lasagna for fucks sake. That's a big deal for me. I don't just make ANYONE lasagna!
Tonight while I was driving her home, she told me I was mentioned by an old classmate and cell support, Hayley Strafford. That fucking bitch has no right putting my name in her mouth. She never did me right. She never wanted me there. She went all the way up to the supervisor instead of asking me about it when Monica complained that I smell bad. Didn't even bring it up to me. Ever. Didn't even let me explain. Not once. Yet has the audacity to ask Veronica if I'm working?! That "we're short staffed, maybe I can talk to Lou about it." First of all BITCH I know you don't give a single damn about me. I KNOW you're just bringing this up because you saw my car in the parking lot the other night and I know you saw me because I saw you see me. Lou ain't gonna call me back and I KNOW he ain't gonna call me back because I was specifically told by the office lady never to come onto ADAC's property again and last I checked? Forever's a pretty long ass time.
Know what, heffer if I ever did get called back into ADAC by some magical reason, I would say, "Yes, but don't expect me to care about your company because y'all did me wrong." I was literally the only bitch in the entire facility that was HAPPY to run those god damn caps. Those easy ass motherfuckin caps. And they fired me. For some shit that had nothing to do with the job. If I were to ever make my way back in that bitch I don't think I'd ever say a word to anyone in there ever again.
August 14, 2020
My heart is hurting tonight. I am angry. And I am sad. My sadness continues each day I take Veronica to ADAC Automotive and drop her off and do not go in because I don't work there anymore. But I never express this to her. She talks a lot more than I do and I do what I always do when I see her, I listen. That's all. That's what I'm good at. What pisses me off so much about ADAC is that I am gone but certainly not forgotten. She brings up to me that people ask about me all the time. They ask her. Not me. They don't come up to my car and ask how I'm doing. They don't hit me up on Facebook. Nothing. They ask her. Another way I know that no one actually ever cared or wanted me there. Every single night that Veronica gets off work, I watch Louis and some other fuckers leave and they walk past my vehicle like I never existed in the first place. I made this guy lasagna for fucks sake. That's a big deal for me. I don't just make ANYONE lasagna!
Tonight while I was driving her home, she told me I was mentioned by an old classmate and cell support, Hayley Strafford. That fucking bitch has no right putting my name in her mouth. She never did me right. She never wanted me there. She went all the way up to the supervisor instead of asking me about it when Monica complained that I smell bad. Didn't even bring it up to me. Ever. Didn't even let me explain. Not once. Yet has the audacity to ask Veronica if I'm working?! That "we're short staffed, maybe I can talk to Lou about it." First of all BITCH I know you don't give a single damn about me. I KNOW you're just bringing this up because you saw my car in the parking lot the other night and I know you saw me because I saw you see me. Lou ain't gonna call me back and I KNOW he ain't gonna call me back because I was specifically told by the office lady never to come onto ADAC's property again and last I checked? Forever's a pretty long ass time.
Know what, heffer if I ever did get called back into ADAC by some magical reason, I would say, "Yes, but don't expect me to care about your company because y'all did me wrong." I was literally the only bitch in the entire facility that was HAPPY to run those god damn caps. Those easy ass motherfuckin caps. And they fired me. For some shit that had nothing to do with the job. If I were to ever make my way back in that bitch I don't think I'd ever say a word to anyone in there ever again.