Post by Leels on May 20, 2020 2:06:33 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
June 1, 2018
I finally got my journal back from Russell. I sent him a large amount of texts about a week ago stating that A.) Stealing is illegal and B.) So is invading someone's personal property without one's permission. I also told him to send the divorce papers because we don't need them. They have been put in the mail. It makes me glad to know that we're getting rid of his ass. I opened the journal and laughed at how much I really like Zach. And I found a journal entree reminding me that he saved my life. I will forever be grateful of that.
I've thought a lot about what has been said between Nathan and I and can say that he almost makes me feel like it's okay to open up to him. I showed him the most ugly part of my life and he hasn't judged or hurt me with it yet. (keyword being "yet.") He's coming over tonight and my mind is reeling. Every part of me just wants to sit down and talk with him. Unfortunately, I know that I can't tell him EVERYTHING. I can't say that I love him or he'll freak out and tell me to not. I can't tell him how much he means to me. But, somehow I feel like I SHOULD tell him about my haunting past. He doesn't know about Jessica or Mandy. He doesn't know about the apartment.
Yesterday, Chris and Josh decided to tell Zach that I wanted his ass wrapped in maple bacon and, I didn't get reamed for it because he was so busy. I somewhat expect to get some sass about it today.
June 1, 2018
I finally got my journal back from Russell. I sent him a large amount of texts about a week ago stating that A.) Stealing is illegal and B.) So is invading someone's personal property without one's permission. I also told him to send the divorce papers because we don't need them. They have been put in the mail. It makes me glad to know that we're getting rid of his ass. I opened the journal and laughed at how much I really like Zach. And I found a journal entree reminding me that he saved my life. I will forever be grateful of that.
I've thought a lot about what has been said between Nathan and I and can say that he almost makes me feel like it's okay to open up to him. I showed him the most ugly part of my life and he hasn't judged or hurt me with it yet. (keyword being "yet.") He's coming over tonight and my mind is reeling. Every part of me just wants to sit down and talk with him. Unfortunately, I know that I can't tell him EVERYTHING. I can't say that I love him or he'll freak out and tell me to not. I can't tell him how much he means to me. But, somehow I feel like I SHOULD tell him about my haunting past. He doesn't know about Jessica or Mandy. He doesn't know about the apartment.
Yesterday, Chris and Josh decided to tell Zach that I wanted his ass wrapped in maple bacon and, I didn't get reamed for it because he was so busy. I somewhat expect to get some sass about it today.
"The other day, I met a bear. A great big bear away out there. The other day I met a bear. A great big bear away out there."