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Post by Leels on May 20, 2020 1:45:31 GMT -5
Dear Journal, June 21, 2018
My mind's set heavily on Zach today. I woke up with his words in my head, "You have a wonderful smile. Please share it with the world." I wonder why he's on my mind so prominently. Whatever the reason, it got me smiling. Kevin messaged me last night and asked me if I wanted to be his cuddle buddy and I told him, "Sure why not?" After that, he tried talking to me about how he wants to be in a serious relationship with somebody and I told him that I'm just not attracted to his face. He's depressed and thinks that no girl wants to date him. I'm sure that's not true. He just needs to stop being mopey and start being Kevin. Nathan made my heart flutter again last night. He said he was gonna come over, but his check didn't clear into his account like it was supposed to. I offered to lend him some gas money and he said, "NO! My struggles will never be your responsibility." Although I was disappointed that he couldn't come over, I couldn't deny him his masculinity. I'm glad he doesn't want to burden me with his troubles. I just hope that his stubbornness doesn't stop me from helping him in other areas.
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