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Post by Leels on May 20, 2020 1:18:51 GMT -5
Dear Journal, May 30, 2018
He wants to listen. His responses are original. He read everything I said and he told me, "They say time heals all wounds. I say fuck that. Time heals the wounds of the people who haven't emotionally bled out." He's not like everyone else. Everyone else just tells me to get over it. And he's the one being who seems to want to let me go through it. That's insane. It always appears to go like this. The broken helping the broken. The poor helping the poor - etc. I just can't believe he's going through so much shit right now and yet, wants to hear and craves knowing my life. I don't get it. He says that he has no feelings. He says that if I told him that I didn't want to do this anymore, he could easily detach. Yet, he grows closer to me every day. He misses me. He craves my cuddles. He enjoys human interaction. Those are feelings, right He's opened my wound and it hurts, but I know it's being taken care of. I heard, "She's In Love with the Boy" on the radio... me and Tommy's song. I cried like a baby and gripped the steering wheel. But this morning, I felt whole. I haven't exactly felt whole in a long time.
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