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Post by Nicole on Mar 28, 2012 2:05:28 GMT -5
These day's I'm filled with laughter, a bitter sweet embrace. The memories of you fade away in space. The bitter meaning of love, lost inside of me. It left me with the heartache and bitter sweet memory.
Each day I still think of you, randomly I suppose. Your breath, your kiss, and even your beautiful nose.
It was not the day of darkness when I stepped onto your door. It was the day of darkness when you left for something more.
Inside it haunts your soul what you did to me and that is still enough for the bitter sweet memory.
These days I spend them laughing and throwing my thoughts to ease, but I still wish that things had worked out different for me.
My heart was broken, now mended simply by my God... Who stands beside me, walks along me and listens to me sob.
In the night I called for God and it was simply there. Something you'd never done for me and there was an answer to my prayer.
"Dear Lord I can not take this broken heart no more... God," I sobbed inside "Please help me, please heal me"... I begged
I went to bed and in the morn a beautiful light beaconed inside of me. heart, no longer a prisoner of the dreams you'd had with me.
I feel you still at a distance. You can no longer come in. You were not my husband, were not my lover and never were a friend.
Thank you Jesus, Lord my God the one who set me free... I am now a flower waiting for a bee.
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