Post by Nicole on Jan 3, 2008 14:21:05 GMT -5
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From: <a href='http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=89073873&MyToken=2b4d6923-3630-456f-a6b0-25aacfc3e3a1'>♥courtney♥{she could be ur shortie}</a>
Date: 01 Jan 2008, 04:55
i dont really know you but i just want to say hi! everbodys talkin about you and i hope i get the chance to get to know you. how have you been and how is my dad? how is everyone else? tell them i said hi and i miss them to! HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
luv ya!
<3Cassie
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Dear Cassadie
I have not been around because I live in Michigan. I have twins and they are six years old. Our Dad is in poor health. He lives in an apartment building in Grand Rapids Michigan that is for people who are disabled.
Our Dad is a good man, even though he has made alot of mistakes. I go to see him every two weeks when I am able to. I don't have a car right now but if I did I would go see him more often.
He has diabetes, sczhoprhenia (problems thinking) and he is really large right now. He has a heart condition. It is from being over weight. He is over weight because of diabetes. It makes you want to eat all the time.
I have missed seeing you grow up, and for that I am very very sorry. I wish I could be there and watch you grow, and help your mom. I feel really bad about that. If I didn't have kids I would have moved to New York to be with you guys but I was married and had children and had to stay here.
I hope I can come and see you before I go back to England if I am able to I will. If not i will keep in touch.
You look just like your mom. I love your mom. She is a good woman. She never has been one that has said anything mean to me in all the years I have known her.
Our Dads mistakes have lead us to being apart in life and I am very sorry for that. He is a good man, and now he is even better of a person because he has changed.
I will send you some pictures of our Dad as soon as I can. I have lots of them. I just have to put them on the computer or find the ones that are on. I am not sure where they are at the moment.
I hope that you are okay and someday I hope that you will forgive me for not being there with you as you grow up.
I love you lots, your letter made me cry because I am a big fat cry baby hahaha