Post by Nicole on Oct 31, 2007 4:28:38 GMT -5
Interesting but I think you may have misunderstood me a bit.
I like D generally in every sense of the word. I am deeply in love with him. It isn't just a little bit.
I leave the room, I can't think of being out of the room so I have to come back.
If I go away to wherever or whatever I can't think of not speaking to him. I ache for him. It isn't just about 'like' you see. I love him but I like him.
He is one of the most annoying men in my life. I've never wanted to get away from someone and to stay with that person at the same time for no apparant rational reason.
He isn't my boyfriend. He's my best friend. I love him. I'm not choosing him I am choosing myself.
If you think that I am coming back to Michigan to have Mike tell me how crappy of a mother I am to my face in front of my kids then you are real wrong.
I took care of Mike and his house for fifteen years. I was not allowed to put the hairbrush in a certain spot. I was not allowed to turn the heat up or down when I was cold. Not allowed to have an electric heater. Not allowed to have an electric blanket.
I was not allowed to have the birds that Mike treated me like shit over. I was not allowed to have my Dog which I had to give up because Mike tossed a fit.
I was told that I was not allowed to have a glass of wine if I wanted. I could not wear what I wanted. I was not allowed to wear makeup. I was not allowed to have the groceries in the house that I wanted and I was not allowed to wash the clothing a certain way.
In the fifteen years that I was with Mike he mopped the floor twice. (Not kidding)
I do not know what Mike thinks that he is doing dating all these women in front of my kids and then getting on the internet in front of my kids talking to all these women but I am going to say that he hasn't been married three different times for nothing.
So maybe I am bitter that Mike got the kids. Justice is money and money means nothing to me.
In England I have a boat and I stay on it. I have a queen sized mattress that we sleep next to each other on and a cooker, a bathroom, shower, and hot water.
I am thankful that I have these things.
I have a friend that lives in Morocco that digs in the sand for fossils.
Thats what he does for a living.
God says be thankful for what you DO have.
Do not covet.
This is what God told me.
You tell me why I want to come back to Michigan so that my family can judge me again?
I was all alone in my divorce. I only had one person in my divorce. My best friend killed himself while I was going through my divorce. So there is no reason to come back to Muskegon.
I will travel back and forth to see my kids.
I don't have to condone Mike. I'm not going to have him putting me down like he has done for the past fifteen years. I don't need the brain washing.
I like D generally in every sense of the word. I am deeply in love with him. It isn't just a little bit.
I leave the room, I can't think of being out of the room so I have to come back.
If I go away to wherever or whatever I can't think of not speaking to him. I ache for him. It isn't just about 'like' you see. I love him but I like him.
He is one of the most annoying men in my life. I've never wanted to get away from someone and to stay with that person at the same time for no apparant rational reason.
He isn't my boyfriend. He's my best friend. I love him. I'm not choosing him I am choosing myself.
If you think that I am coming back to Michigan to have Mike tell me how crappy of a mother I am to my face in front of my kids then you are real wrong.
I took care of Mike and his house for fifteen years. I was not allowed to put the hairbrush in a certain spot. I was not allowed to turn the heat up or down when I was cold. Not allowed to have an electric heater. Not allowed to have an electric blanket.
I was not allowed to have the birds that Mike treated me like shit over. I was not allowed to have my Dog which I had to give up because Mike tossed a fit.
I was told that I was not allowed to have a glass of wine if I wanted. I could not wear what I wanted. I was not allowed to wear makeup. I was not allowed to have the groceries in the house that I wanted and I was not allowed to wash the clothing a certain way.
In the fifteen years that I was with Mike he mopped the floor twice. (Not kidding)
I do not know what Mike thinks that he is doing dating all these women in front of my kids and then getting on the internet in front of my kids talking to all these women but I am going to say that he hasn't been married three different times for nothing.
So maybe I am bitter that Mike got the kids. Justice is money and money means nothing to me.
In England I have a boat and I stay on it. I have a queen sized mattress that we sleep next to each other on and a cooker, a bathroom, shower, and hot water.
I am thankful that I have these things.
I have a friend that lives in Morocco that digs in the sand for fossils.
Thats what he does for a living.
God says be thankful for what you DO have.
Do not covet.
This is what God told me.
You tell me why I want to come back to Michigan so that my family can judge me again?
I was all alone in my divorce. I only had one person in my divorce. My best friend killed himself while I was going through my divorce. So there is no reason to come back to Muskegon.
I will travel back and forth to see my kids.
I don't have to condone Mike. I'm not going to have him putting me down like he has done for the past fifteen years. I don't need the brain washing.