Post by Nicole on Jul 23, 2005 13:28:37 GMT -5
Dear Angela
Though I do not want this to be our last communication. I do want to stress to you that I am very upset that you did not 1.) give back the bankcard 2.) get ahold of me properly to pick it up
3.) you did overdraw my bank account.
That is why I shut the card off.
It took me a few weeks to calm down enough to write to you. I am writing to you because there are a few things I need to say.
First:
I have always loved you.
I probally always will.
I will never have a one on one relationship with a woman again. Mainly because of the past and the hardships I have went through in my own personal life trying to find someone that I can love who will not use me.
I will always care for you. I will however never lend you a hand again. I am upset that you do not find any time for me. When you know my life is not that busy. If you cared you would find the time to spend with me. Since you don't then I think that our friendship will be put on hold for a long time. I do not expect to see you again. When or if I ever do I will expect you to contact me. Not the other way around. I will expect you to put forth all of the initial effort including transportation if you do choose to keep me in your life. Otherwise I do not think there is much more we can say to each other. I am not saying that I do not care. I am saying that I am not going to be pushed aside. If I was important, or if you cared you would not treat me that way. I will not hold a grudge against you regarding the bank account, or the lack of attention or time that you choose to make for me, but I will no longer cater to the fact that you are busy.
I am busy also. I have 3 mouths to feed and that is a job within itself. I would still manage to give you time if you had asked for it.
Probally I will love you for the rest of my life, but I will no longer extend my hand further to you than you extend it to me.
I apreciate your time, your patience, for reading this letter.
Yours always,
Nicole
Though I do not want this to be our last communication. I do want to stress to you that I am very upset that you did not 1.) give back the bankcard 2.) get ahold of me properly to pick it up
3.) you did overdraw my bank account.
That is why I shut the card off.
It took me a few weeks to calm down enough to write to you. I am writing to you because there are a few things I need to say.
First:
I have always loved you.
I probally always will.
I will never have a one on one relationship with a woman again. Mainly because of the past and the hardships I have went through in my own personal life trying to find someone that I can love who will not use me.
I will always care for you. I will however never lend you a hand again. I am upset that you do not find any time for me. When you know my life is not that busy. If you cared you would find the time to spend with me. Since you don't then I think that our friendship will be put on hold for a long time. I do not expect to see you again. When or if I ever do I will expect you to contact me. Not the other way around. I will expect you to put forth all of the initial effort including transportation if you do choose to keep me in your life. Otherwise I do not think there is much more we can say to each other. I am not saying that I do not care. I am saying that I am not going to be pushed aside. If I was important, or if you cared you would not treat me that way. I will not hold a grudge against you regarding the bank account, or the lack of attention or time that you choose to make for me, but I will no longer cater to the fact that you are busy.
I am busy also. I have 3 mouths to feed and that is a job within itself. I would still manage to give you time if you had asked for it.
Probally I will love you for the rest of my life, but I will no longer extend my hand further to you than you extend it to me.
I apreciate your time, your patience, for reading this letter.
Yours always,
Nicole