Post by Nicole on May 14, 2005 12:52:31 GMT -5
I just got your letter.
I am about to leave for work.
I started to worry about you while i took a little
nap before work.
Like I don't get it? Do you have a dorm there?
Cuz I sat down and figured out that its really late at night there.
How is it that you are on campus unless you have a dorm
or are staying with a friend who does.
Forgive me if I sound confused but I just woke up like 5 minutes ago.
I didn't play much on E tonight. I have been getting a little fed up
but then went to bed and dreamed about it.
Shelly and I talked, but it wasn't a nice talk.
I told her that I didn't apreciate her husband being a "hater"
and that I already know she didn't stand up for me in return
because she isn't the type to do that. She tried to apologize
for what he said and I told her that I wasn't angry with her.
That I felt like I couldn't come over any more and probabally
shouldn't come over.
She said I am punishing her for what he did. I said "No I am not punishing
you. I am setting a boundry. You are always welcome in my home."
Maybe I am a bit overly angry but I have never met a man who wasn't
into two women. Plus the fact that I haven't done anything with any
woman in a long long time.
Also not understanding why he hates me. I don't understand that concept
really. I have been nothing but nice to him. I don't know how he knows
I am into women. Never indicated it to him and certainly don't carry
myself as a dyke.
So anyway that was my conversation with her. It kinda sucked.
I told her the same thing that I tell you sometimes... "we have alot of years in
front of us to work this out".
*sighs* I think things will be okay anyways.
Just have to give it some time.
I haven't played lezzlie today because there were to many thulmarian's on
so being very careful. I have like 2 minutes so I better send this out...
Douglas I apreciated your letter very much, and you are right:
You are way more than me best friend.
Just like to tell you how close you have become to me.
On the other hand ....
I still will keep telling you that lol.
*kisses and kisses*
cuz you are with me everywhere I go...
Just need to get a laptop with broadband lol...
love you
love me
@>~ You = me best friend
I am about to leave for work.
I started to worry about you while i took a little
nap before work.
Like I don't get it? Do you have a dorm there?
Cuz I sat down and figured out that its really late at night there.
How is it that you are on campus unless you have a dorm
or are staying with a friend who does.
Forgive me if I sound confused but I just woke up like 5 minutes ago.
I didn't play much on E tonight. I have been getting a little fed up
but then went to bed and dreamed about it.
Shelly and I talked, but it wasn't a nice talk.
I told her that I didn't apreciate her husband being a "hater"
and that I already know she didn't stand up for me in return
because she isn't the type to do that. She tried to apologize
for what he said and I told her that I wasn't angry with her.
That I felt like I couldn't come over any more and probabally
shouldn't come over.
She said I am punishing her for what he did. I said "No I am not punishing
you. I am setting a boundry. You are always welcome in my home."
Maybe I am a bit overly angry but I have never met a man who wasn't
into two women. Plus the fact that I haven't done anything with any
woman in a long long time.
Also not understanding why he hates me. I don't understand that concept
really. I have been nothing but nice to him. I don't know how he knows
I am into women. Never indicated it to him and certainly don't carry
myself as a dyke.
So anyway that was my conversation with her. It kinda sucked.
I told her the same thing that I tell you sometimes... "we have alot of years in
front of us to work this out".
*sighs* I think things will be okay anyways.
Just have to give it some time.
I haven't played lezzlie today because there were to many thulmarian's on
so being very careful. I have like 2 minutes so I better send this out...
Douglas I apreciated your letter very much, and you are right:
You are way more than me best friend.
Just like to tell you how close you have become to me.
On the other hand ....
I still will keep telling you that lol.
*kisses and kisses*
cuz you are with me everywhere I go...
Just need to get a laptop with broadband lol...
love you
love me
@>~ You = me best friend