Post by Nicole on Nov 17, 2004 11:37:22 GMT -5
Hi Ladies!!! Sorry I haven't written much lately. I have been playing my online game religiously!
Yeah I know "Its just a game" ... but its my game and I love it lol:
Recent news
Last night I recieved a letter from one of my ex's. In the letter it said "I am sorry, you were right about everything you said when we broke up. I didn't mean to hurt you" Blah blah blah.I reserved myself because I had already known I was right.The reason we stopped seeing each other was because she was using me.I didn't play into her hands. I wrote her back nicely and said thanks for the apology. It really did make me feel better though. Two apologies down and one to go. Mmm I dont' think somehow I will get the other one lol.So I am beaming today. My coffee stained teeth are shining (jk) Time for some plus white lol! Atleast I quit smoking. It was a gift to myself after seeing my father at UofM for 11 heart proceduers at age 47 years old from smoking.
I feel much better about myself today. I have been making sound decisions and I am not afraid to have a relationship with a woman. When you all started this group I remember reluctantly joining thinking "geez why the hell be with a woman again when she is just going to use me also".
Recently I have decided that this is my bisexuality and I don't have to share it with anyone. I don't have to have a woman, and I don't have to share it with just 'any' woman. I am not going to just spread my legs for sake of spreading them. I can be patient and wait. Besides I have ALOT of work to do on myself. Perhaps it won't even begin to get halfway there until my little kids are in school.
So I will patiently wait until my heart can handle it all
Yeah I know "Its just a game" ... but its my game and I love it lol:
Recent news
Last night I recieved a letter from one of my ex's. In the letter it said "I am sorry, you were right about everything you said when we broke up. I didn't mean to hurt you" Blah blah blah.I reserved myself because I had already known I was right.The reason we stopped seeing each other was because she was using me.I didn't play into her hands. I wrote her back nicely and said thanks for the apology. It really did make me feel better though. Two apologies down and one to go. Mmm I dont' think somehow I will get the other one lol.So I am beaming today. My coffee stained teeth are shining (jk) Time for some plus white lol! Atleast I quit smoking. It was a gift to myself after seeing my father at UofM for 11 heart proceduers at age 47 years old from smoking.
I feel much better about myself today. I have been making sound decisions and I am not afraid to have a relationship with a woman. When you all started this group I remember reluctantly joining thinking "geez why the hell be with a woman again when she is just going to use me also".
Recently I have decided that this is my bisexuality and I don't have to share it with anyone. I don't have to have a woman, and I don't have to share it with just 'any' woman. I am not going to just spread my legs for sake of spreading them. I can be patient and wait. Besides I have ALOT of work to do on myself. Perhaps it won't even begin to get halfway there until my little kids are in school.
So I will patiently wait until my heart can handle it all