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Post by Nicole on Nov 11, 2004 3:15:25 GMT -5
Hey Nicole, I'm sure the last thing you want to do is hear from me, but I just wanted to write to you and tell you how sorry I am for everything. I never meant to hurt you and you were right about everything that you said to me when it all ended. You've been on my mind a lot lately. It might be b/c I live around the corner from you and thinking about the kids, but mostly what I did to you. I was totally out of line and very mean, and I don't want to be thought of in that way. I do not associate with Ashley anymore, in fact I have no idea where she or her brother are any more. I'm not with Billy anymore either. He broke up with me in May, so whatever I may have told you about him, wasn't true. I in all honesty don't like to upset people and make people hate me, so I just wanted to apologize. If you accept it, I thank you for it, if your still bitter and still hate me, I accept that too. I just had to get this out. I hope you are very happy and your kids are doing well. I was not the one who called on you.............Ashley did. That is the reason why she is out of my life. She, well, never mind, I don't need to talk bad about her. I'm trying to change the way I talk with people and what I say to them and less of anything about them. I pass your house almost daily b/c of where I moved too, so I thought this was about due. Take care, Leisa PS- I don't have access to the pc but only twice a month. But if you respond before too late tonight, I'll get it. Leisa
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Post by Nicole on Nov 11, 2004 3:16:12 GMT -5
Leisa Well it wasn't expected to hear from you. Alot has happened since I have seen you. I don't have any girlfriend, but don't really want one. I have been trying to just be friends with people. I know you may think that I left you because of Ruthann, but I didn't. I didn't have an affair with her or get involved with her sexually any time when we were together. I have learned my lesson about her also. I don't even want to to mention it because it is not worth the time. I will just never be speaking to her again and that is a fact this time. She has said and done much worse than she's ever done before. I really don't know what to say to you because I have nothing nice or good that is going on in my life right now. I just wanted to say that I am sorry if at any time you felt pressured to be with me because I had more than you did (financially). I didn't mean it that way and I am sorry for that. Take Care Nicole
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