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Post by Nicole on Oct 29, 2004 10:24:14 GMT -5
October 27, 2004 Araaaaah
I found this lesbian woman's picture on a few sites. She had posted adds for a 'friendship'. So I wrote her a few times. Totally not expecting her to be angry or mean with me. Just talking. She asked me about my ex. I refused to tell her. I told her that I would be more than willing to give her that information if we had ever met but I don't think it would be right to give that to her now. I felt that it was wrong to talk about my ex since I've moved on. I told her about being bisexual. She must not have liked that. She wrote me back, insulted me and I don't know what to think about it. I give her credit for waiting a few emails to insult me for my bisexuality, but she still did it.
When she did it just brought me back to the 'reasons' I have for being emotionally unavailable.
This is just another prime example of 'lesbian hates bisexual'. Sheesh.
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Post by Nicole on Oct 29, 2004 10:24:44 GMT -5
Hello everyone!
I had a different kind of week. This week I actually slowed myself down enough to enjoy the week. I've been through the ringer a little bit, but I wasn't even mad about it. This is kinda funny to me today. Even though yesterday I was upset.
I don't know about all of you, and I stand corrected if you are different but this is from my experiance only:
I have noticed in the last 9 years of my being out as a "confused" bisexual. Err (hence the 9 years of being out and I am still called confused). Alot of Lesbian women really do not like, or even hate bisexuals. If I tell a lesbian I am bisexual and married they pretty much blow a gutload at me.
I replied to a lesbian woman's add for a 'friend' at planetout.com this week. I really was only interested in being a friend to her. I started writing her and every time I did she replied quickly asking me different kinds of questions. I told her I was a married bisexual woman not sure if this lifestyle was right for me. Told her that I had been with women and I was seriously considering taking a break for a while. It was nice to write about it and talk about it ect.. ect... This woman lived in the same town as I did and I was just being friendly. Thought that maybe some day we could meet and become friends offline (only friends). I am not in the mood for games... ect... ect...
Well even after all of this she writes me a letter telling me how she doesn't approve of my lifestyle. How she doesn't ever want to meet me. How I shouldn't expect anything from her. How I have drama in my life ect.. ect..
So I had to write her and tell even though the only 'drama' I've had in my life this past couple months has been her letter yelling at me in all caps: that I respected her decision and she was welcome to write me later if she needed a friend.
I thought "Well hell I was just being friendly." Not that I had even asked her to meet me or anything like that. I was just 'talking'.
I guess I wanted to know if you or any of you have come into contact with this kind of thing.
Funny how I wasn't even ready to meet a woman, or even ready to talk to one. When I do talk to one she treats me like the scum of the earth. Then for some miracle of God I feel like the greatest person in the world today. Why? I don't know. Its interesting though.
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