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Post by Nicole on Oct 10, 2023 7:43:29 GMT -5
The day begins with words that I don't expect or understand and the confusion continues as a result. I am silent because I can stand no more hurt and pain. I go through the motion Today at work as if there is no pain and I pretend all is well and I don't want to think about it but I am. I.am only half the woman I was a few weeks ago but my strength will not allow my pain to invade because I know that I love without understanding what I am doing. I wonder why I am not enough and I put my pride aside to realize that I cannot be all things. I feel helpless and hopeless and sad but my eyes will not allow me to succumb to this and I know that I am not a pile of junk so even though I have let myself get carried away I fight inside to remain my true self of which deserves happiness.
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