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Post by Nicole on Sept 14, 2023 7:45:34 GMT -5
An abomination in this diary board which I seem to have written in for now years or so is the section that talks about bisexuality.Many thoughts then were based on selfishness, greed and the inability to understand right from wrong based on my poor upbringing. It has taken me many years to understand and enlighten myself about what I actually am, have to offer and bring to fruition by my works. It has taken the patience and willpower of great suffering to humble myself and to read The bible to better understand my suffering. Reading the Great words by the prophets. Now as I sift through old posts , pages and pages of them I see my own selfishness and my stomach is sick of the thoughts that due to immature concepts I was not able to humble myself until much later in life.As I read these troubling words I remember the words of my grandmother who I will do anything for and heeded her warning, making the promise that would change my entire existence. She was right, and I was wrong. My word I gave her and have kept for so long. I miss her soft , gentle love.
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