Post by Nicole on Aug 23, 2023 10:09:38 GMT -5
The pain from you is less. For many years I cried over your inability to actually love me. As if I were nothing but property, a notch on your belt, someone you conquered and so easily let go of. Though I have been done with the thought that we would become friends again for a long time.
The bon 🔥 fire behind The Villa At 38 Main Street Scarcliffe S44 6TF went out long ago. Perhaps it was the time you tried to choke me to death, Or the other time In the woods when you karate kicked me to the ground. Those times my eyes became dim with Grey green and bloodshot hue. Perhaps I should have listened to the angel warning me not to come. Your final blow to punch my stomach in the end for the hospital to deal with the internal bleeding. Yet I was not done with you. Only the beginning of my plight.
Perhaps you think that
because you apologized I should move on. Perhaps I should avoid confrontation and be silent since you haven't made due on your threat to blow up my mothers house and kill myself and my whole family. Instead 13 years later I am wondering why you didn't make due on your promises to put me out of my misery. It probably would have been better than to have to endure this emotional pain from you and your drama. To endure the girl telling me that you impregnated her and abandoned your own child in Russia and married a second wife in America. The second wife who probably doesn't even know I exist.
I bet you are wondering what the point of this is? So the point is that the premonition I had when I talked about the end of the world is coming true. In 2009 I told you that we would be enemies and we would both be in America that I would be good but you would be chaotic evil or neutral. So, you are chaotic evil, and I am chaotic good. Will you still kill me now after we cross paths again in 9 to 11 years? Because I have been better to you than anyone else, and if you destroy me you then will attone to God for all that you have done and I'm reminding you, that I am a creature of the most high of which you have defiled in the past. The one that I walk with , my partner, my love, he is the same as I am. I would trust him with my life. You cannot control me any longer, however if you think that I wouldn't give you water you are wrong. Please make your life right and stop running as I have. Please repent. There's not much time left.
Do not underestimate my ability of foresight again as I told you that you would meet a dark haired woman from the north and have a child with her. I was right.
You were a fool to yearinate on me.
The suitor at the dock arrived and you were wrong about him. He is pleasant, beautiful and better than you in every way.
The bon 🔥 fire behind The Villa At 38 Main Street Scarcliffe S44 6TF went out long ago. Perhaps it was the time you tried to choke me to death, Or the other time In the woods when you karate kicked me to the ground. Those times my eyes became dim with Grey green and bloodshot hue. Perhaps I should have listened to the angel warning me not to come. Your final blow to punch my stomach in the end for the hospital to deal with the internal bleeding. Yet I was not done with you. Only the beginning of my plight.
Perhaps you think that
because you apologized I should move on. Perhaps I should avoid confrontation and be silent since you haven't made due on your threat to blow up my mothers house and kill myself and my whole family. Instead 13 years later I am wondering why you didn't make due on your promises to put me out of my misery. It probably would have been better than to have to endure this emotional pain from you and your drama. To endure the girl telling me that you impregnated her and abandoned your own child in Russia and married a second wife in America. The second wife who probably doesn't even know I exist.
I bet you are wondering what the point of this is? So the point is that the premonition I had when I talked about the end of the world is coming true. In 2009 I told you that we would be enemies and we would both be in America that I would be good but you would be chaotic evil or neutral. So, you are chaotic evil, and I am chaotic good. Will you still kill me now after we cross paths again in 9 to 11 years? Because I have been better to you than anyone else, and if you destroy me you then will attone to God for all that you have done and I'm reminding you, that I am a creature of the most high of which you have defiled in the past. The one that I walk with , my partner, my love, he is the same as I am. I would trust him with my life. You cannot control me any longer, however if you think that I wouldn't give you water you are wrong. Please make your life right and stop running as I have. Please repent. There's not much time left.
Do not underestimate my ability of foresight again as I told you that you would meet a dark haired woman from the north and have a child with her. I was right.
You were a fool to yearinate on me.
The suitor at the dock arrived and you were wrong about him. He is pleasant, beautiful and better than you in every way.