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Post by Nicole on Aug 8, 2023 12:11:56 GMT -5
Do I want to marry you? Yes but you are scaring me. I'm not good enough. You can tell me I am till your blue in the face but , they didn't want me. None of them. So I've managed to do nothing but screw up. We're only supposed to have one marriage in life. I'm a screw up. Would I want to marry you? Yes but I'm just dreamer whose voice is never heard. I'm dreaming right now infact , this is all just a dream and I will enjoy the dream because it's nice to feel love for a change. It is nice to feel it's right even though I question everything. So quickly you have become my everything and so quickly you could simply unravel me. While you will assure me and I believe you, I still wait for it to unravel because I have learned not to trust words only to trust actions and that talk about marriage will only be believed in the moment when the papers are recorded. Since I don't need another broken heart, I barely can even speak to you about it.though I did look at some wedding bands however I look at them alot even before you came into my life. I don't like sinning you see. Sex outside of marriage is considered fornication.
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