Post by Cole on Jan 29, 2023 16:43:13 GMT -5
I just shared this site with a friend and I was concerned about some of the posts because a lot of them are negative. However what people don't understand about me is that I have depression and so when I am really upset about something I will write about it. I have been very lonely for a long time. It seems like there is no way to connect with anyone and it is really difficult for me because my heart has never changed I have always been a good person despite the things that have happened. The last two years has been quite good because I have not been manipulated except for that one day. That one weekend that I didn't even talk about on this forum. A lot of the posts that are here are all about pain. Maybe I should find a better subject. The fact is that despite the terrible Things I have endured and the things that have happened I have had a great life. I am lucky to have my beautiful children who are so intelligent. It would be nice if y'all would clean your rooms. So maybe we should celebrate that instead of complaining about men and how hurt I am. So let me tell you my children are my life and I am blessed everyday because of them. It is the small things in life that matter not the large ones. I have recently begun to go to a different Church because there was some issues in the Catholic Church that probably should be addressed but are not getting addressed. I still feel very Catholic and that's okay but I need to be where I know I'm not being influenced by some dark powers. The pandemic has taken a toll on everyone and it appears the elites do not want this to end. The most important thing I am working on right now is to stop swearing. I have been working on this for a few weeks and I used to swear relentlessly everyday now I am down to nine times per week. I guess that is some progress Now isn't it? Things I have discovered is that the world is not what they claim it to be. God did not make a mistake in Genesis when he said that the Earth had a firmament over it. In the New Testament it also talks about how the Earth actually is today. Most people don't care about that it's fine. We have to stop allowing these political figures to ruin our beliefs. Their purpose is to get us to believe in government and not God. Sorry well that will never happen. Anyhow it is time for me to close. I have one thing to look forward to I have made a new friend.