Post by Nick - E on Nov 15, 2020 6:51:22 GMT -5
How do you feel about this? I really want to know.
During an 18 month relationship he antagonized me time and time again by being disrespectful, talking to , going out with other women and disrespecting me flirting with them right in front of me. I begged him to stop, and begged him for respect but he never gave it. After he got one hoe out of his life i thought things would get better but alas he picked up another hoe and tried the same story with her as the first one...
I begged him again to stop, but he did not and even told me to my face that I would accept his 'friend' ... alas I didn't .. instead we got into an argument because he was talking to her while i was at his home and he began laughing at me for being upset. So I hit him two times... then got up and went outside to my car calmed myself down and asked him if we could talk. Instead he got in his truck and went for a ninty mile an hour down the road. I followed around the block then decided this was crazy and why was I following him? Maybe I was afraid for him... I'm not sure but I pulled back into his drive and tried to get him to answer so that he would calm down and slow down on the phone ... he didn't answer ... I was worried for him... but I left his place because things were just escalating.
Later he asked me to apologize to him for it... and to reassure him it would never happen again. I said no. "You have to take responsibility for your part in this. You were inciting violence and mocking me and that was wrong. Then I said I was sorry for my part in it.. but that I didn't feel that he didn't deserve what he got after all a woman shouldn't have to beg a man to be faithful or stop talking to other women and doing it right in front of me and telling me about it...
I feel pretty ashamed that it happened. I have left and won't go back. This is not the first time there have been such heavy crap in the relationship. He will never admit he was wrong. He will always mock me and bully me into submission and I just can take no more.
What are your honest thoughts on this?
Never had a problem with any other man even ones who have cheated or lied to me.. probably because they didn't mock me and make fun of me. I feel so used.
During an 18 month relationship he antagonized me time and time again by being disrespectful, talking to , going out with other women and disrespecting me flirting with them right in front of me. I begged him to stop, and begged him for respect but he never gave it. After he got one hoe out of his life i thought things would get better but alas he picked up another hoe and tried the same story with her as the first one...
I begged him again to stop, but he did not and even told me to my face that I would accept his 'friend' ... alas I didn't .. instead we got into an argument because he was talking to her while i was at his home and he began laughing at me for being upset. So I hit him two times... then got up and went outside to my car calmed myself down and asked him if we could talk. Instead he got in his truck and went for a ninty mile an hour down the road. I followed around the block then decided this was crazy and why was I following him? Maybe I was afraid for him... I'm not sure but I pulled back into his drive and tried to get him to answer so that he would calm down and slow down on the phone ... he didn't answer ... I was worried for him... but I left his place because things were just escalating.
Later he asked me to apologize to him for it... and to reassure him it would never happen again. I said no. "You have to take responsibility for your part in this. You were inciting violence and mocking me and that was wrong. Then I said I was sorry for my part in it.. but that I didn't feel that he didn't deserve what he got after all a woman shouldn't have to beg a man to be faithful or stop talking to other women and doing it right in front of me and telling me about it...
I feel pretty ashamed that it happened. I have left and won't go back. This is not the first time there have been such heavy crap in the relationship. He will never admit he was wrong. He will always mock me and bully me into submission and I just can take no more.
What are your honest thoughts on this?
Never had a problem with any other man even ones who have cheated or lied to me.. probably because they didn't mock me and make fun of me. I feel so used.