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Post by Cole on Dec 23, 2018 19:15:21 GMT -5
It is with great sorrow and much sadness that I embark on a journey. I suspect it will take a long time to repair my heart and find new confidence as I find myself so broken. My soul is literally in some of the deepest pain I have felt for many many years. I feel that I am only going to suffer for the poor choices that I have made. Bringing someone into my life whom I thought that could give me the world. The problem is that I already had the whole world when I left the path to embark on a journey to find true love. Which is obviously a falsehood that much of a a fairy tale of sorts. So I might ask myself why I was so desperately seeking something that is a lie? What makes me so desperate to be with someone and why would I put my sanity at risk for the gaslighting, and what time in my life will I ever be satisfied with just being alone?
I am sad, depressed, but at peace. It is a sacrifice for my sanity and my family. I just really wanted it to be real but it's not. It's a lie.
Life is a series of lies.
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Post by Leels on Dec 25, 2018 2:28:14 GMT -5
A quote by Rufus Wainwright:
"Love is not a victory march. It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah."
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