Post by Leels on Jun 5, 2018 1:36:22 GMT -5
Dear Zach,
October 23, 2012
Today wasn't any better than yesterday. Dakota Hibbs wouldn't listen to the real situation I was having. All he did was scold me for meeting people online. That's dumb. But hey, I'm social. He's not.
I had a lot of stuff to do today when I got home and some of the stuff I didn't even finish doing. So, I have to put it on my list of things to do tomorrow. It feels like things keep pile driving me so I don't get any sleep. Almost as if people want me to worship them. I can't do that. I have tears to cry and a life to live.
I just wish they would realize I don't really care about Economics or Fizzix. I only care about my friends. And you know what? I'm wondering how much money I have in the safe right now. Because I want to send Megan to Italy. That is my wish right now. Other than that, I'm not sure how I'm feeling.
This work is annoying, but I'm not stressed. I don't feel like I need a weekend in the hot tub, I just feel like the work needs to STOP COMING. When I'm feeling like this, I don't really want to do work, I want to do a puzzle or stab a paper or just sulk. I want to be able to let it all out to someone. So far, no one has cared enough to give me ANY emotional support at all. Deziree's done the best she could, but it didn't help. And the rest of them didn't really care. It's nothing like the first few times where all of you cared. That was really cool of you. And I love you all for that. I love you, Zach. I hope to see you Wednesday.
October 23, 2012
Today wasn't any better than yesterday. Dakota Hibbs wouldn't listen to the real situation I was having. All he did was scold me for meeting people online. That's dumb. But hey, I'm social. He's not.
I had a lot of stuff to do today when I got home and some of the stuff I didn't even finish doing. So, I have to put it on my list of things to do tomorrow. It feels like things keep pile driving me so I don't get any sleep. Almost as if people want me to worship them. I can't do that. I have tears to cry and a life to live.
I just wish they would realize I don't really care about Economics or Fizzix. I only care about my friends. And you know what? I'm wondering how much money I have in the safe right now. Because I want to send Megan to Italy. That is my wish right now. Other than that, I'm not sure how I'm feeling.
This work is annoying, but I'm not stressed. I don't feel like I need a weekend in the hot tub, I just feel like the work needs to STOP COMING. When I'm feeling like this, I don't really want to do work, I want to do a puzzle or stab a paper or just sulk. I want to be able to let it all out to someone. So far, no one has cared enough to give me ANY emotional support at all. Deziree's done the best she could, but it didn't help. And the rest of them didn't really care. It's nothing like the first few times where all of you cared. That was really cool of you. And I love you all for that. I love you, Zach. I hope to see you Wednesday.