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Post by Leels on Jun 5, 2018 1:19:36 GMT -5
Dear Zach, October 22, 2012
Today was one of the worst days of all of our lives. Especially Dakota's. Megan was sulking over Marco. She hasn't seen him in SO long. Her cam's been turned off or something. I've been sulking over Tom. He was still on my mind today. And Dakota was sulking over something worth sulking. He's not able to see his twins on their birthday! Can you believe it? That's ridiculous. That's heartbreaking. You have twins and you can't even see them turn another number? My mom would know how that feels. Horrible. I feel like I'm taking the place of you a little bit. I mean, Dakota tells me stuff that he'd be telling you. And now days, I'm worried for him all the time. Sometimes, I wish I could lead a normal life. My life on www.meetme.com is normal, anyways. No one thinks I'm weird. But of course, it's a website. It only is enjoyable because it's different than what's happening in real life. For real, I miss you. And I think about Tom. I have responsibilities and drama of my own. And I wish I could let go. But, I can't. Sometimes I wish I could stay on that website forever, or actually meet the guys on there. But I bet I won't. I want a guy that makes me happy. And so far, I haven't found one. I love you, Zach. I really miss you. I hope this sulking clears up. Goodnight.
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