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Post by Leels on Jun 4, 2018 23:55:27 GMT -5
Dear Zach, October 21, 2012
Megan's sob-fest had an affect on me. Last night, after I wrote to you, I typed my journal and tears streamed down my face. I found out Lukas has been talking about me. And Tom has been thinking about me. Apparently when you say someone's name and you're not thinking of them, they're talking about you. This morning, I woke up thinking of Tom; felt my heartbeat and realized my heart skips a beat when I think of him. So, I went Sadie's direction. I'm doing a puzzle. She does puzzles when she's depressed. And... it helps a little. After doing some of the puzzle, I can go to Nick's house, read pages of my book and check my Facebook. The puzzle's kind of pointless...but I think it helps because it's Dale Earnhardt. But it aggravates me that my cat keeps jumping on it. The puzzle is on a bed, first of all. And 2nd of all, I don't need to keep putting the same pieces together. My parents got on my ass for not raking someone's yard. Thing is, if the person's never home, I don't know when I'm getting paid. So I don't wanna start working when they're not home. I went to a dating site and found I'm 80% right for Dylan. I hope he doesn't see that. I somehow randomly keep finding my friends on there. It's freaky. I know I miss you, though. I hope to finish this puzzle. Maybe it'll make me feel like I've accomplished something today. I love you, Zach. Goodnight.
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